To Love What is Passing

I watch the sunrise each morning.  Reading, writing, I pause to turn toward the window.  At first all is black, night’s heavy velvet stretched.  With every glance the scene changes, like clicking through slides in a view finder.  Fog shifts, blue spreads wide one day, then purple or even green the next.  Mist rises off the river I cannot see from here, ghostly lines of white revealing the river’s path.

In the evening I bend and twist while washing dishes, watching the light change again through the kitchen windows.  The sun sets out one side of the house morphing clouds into relief, filling spaces with yellow, etching outlines in gold or pink.  On the other side of the house the light also changes.  

“Rainbow, rainbow,” my son shouts and we all run out the closest door like a crowd fleeing a burning building.  Scurrying around the yard, we search for openings between the tall pines, the out buildings, where the biggest arcs of red, yellow, indigo and all the rest can be seen running like a road through layers of clouds and light.  

The sky’s show changes quickly, morphing like trees in fall.

None of this lasts for long. 


My little boy gives me twelve kisses at bed time each night, rapid-fire smacks one right after the other, an exertion of pure love on his part.  He lays his claim of love on me, pressing lips to my cheek and I count to hold them close, these kisses like shafts of light buried in my heart, memories of this passing season of such open love and affection.

The other night, he woke to go to the bathroom and sat waiting for me on the hallway floor, cross-legged, his head bobbing and weaving like a sleepy kitten.  Standing in the bathroom, unsteady, he makes it known, “Me love everyone.”

His heart is open wide like the sky, filled with light and shifting colors that wash across his face with every changing emotion.  This boy of mine moves so quickly soaking in the joy and light of each moment, no matter the shade. 

Last night he marched happy through the kitchen with a giant bowl of plain rigatoni tucked under his arm.  He didn’t get to go to the Halloween parade with Daddy and his older siblings and when his twin brother asked about the plan, he replied, “Me stay home with Mommy . . . and the noodles.” 

When I asked what he loved more – Mommy or the noodles – “Me love noodles,” was his smiling reply. 

To love what is passing, to open one’s heart to what is in each moment, is to live deeply, fully.  No one pleasure or delight lasts for long and in its passing we expose ourselves to potential loss and grief.  But to live closed off from each moment for fear of its passing is to rob ourselves of much that is truly precious in this life.

Knowing this, I bend my cheek to receive the kisses, I turn my head toward the window, I run toward the rainbow, toward each passing moment to embrace it with arms open wide as I teach my heart to say, "Me love," over and over again. 

This post is linked with Five Minute Friday on the prompt "long." 


  1. Oh, this is beautiful! You are so right - live fully in this season because it doesn't last for long.

  2. Beautiful. Just beautiful.

  3. the fragility of time, yes, this
    grasp each moment
    then be willing to ,et go

  4. Oh, these and the many other blessings we would miss if we love only what can last. Wonderful words, Kelly.

  5. Really love this, Kelly! It had me smiling happy and giving thanks for every blessed moment God chooses to give.